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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Shara Birthday: 10/20/1981 Gender: Female Occupation: Student Message: message me Website: visit my website Member Since: 10/3/2003

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

	Here we go again...... And I'm back to where I started... sigh
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Saturday, January 07, 2006

	Remember when we were just starting college and thought to ourselves, "If I knew everything I know now back then, I would've done things much differently!" Well, here's my chance!
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Mom says she died for us...if it wasn't her, that vicious dog would have killed one of us, and so she's a hero in mom's eyes. My sister says she died because God was trying to show her that nothing on this earth is forever, and she loved us unconditionally--so she was taken away to teach her a lesson. I say she died because I didn't take her with me that day--she could have gone to work with me and it wouldn't have happened.

We can all try to justify why this horriffic event occurred, but nonetheless, we can't change the past. What is done is done and I'm going to have to deal with the aftermath in my heart and guilty conscience for a really long time.

I loved her so much, and I don't know what I'm going to do without her. She meant so much to me, and she loved me with all her heart. I'm going to miss her--and everything reminds me of her. I think I've fallen into some kind of depression--deeper than I've ever felt before, but I know time heals all wounds.

This is the most recent picture I have of her:

Choi's Kashmere II: May 22, 2003 - October 9, 2005

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Long time, no blog, I know. But it really doesn't seem like anyone reads my things anymore, so I'm just going to babble.

First things first, I wan't able to successfully complete the anatomy class for the P&O program, so now I'm in the process of looking for a job.

Since I'm not going back to school (for at least this year anyway) I'm applying for a couple jobs in Washington state because EVERYONE is telling me that I should stay here (close to them of course!) and so there's a webcast talk show hostess position that I'm applying for -- in which I need a 8X10 headshot and a demo reel, and a few print journalism positions near the puget sound area (even though I may have to commute an hour each way).

I took some headshots with Billy at Mirror Image, and paid waaaay too much money for them because I was being greedy and wanted a lot of copies, but I figured that it was going to be a graduation present for myself since I didn't get many of them from anyone for graduating college...which is kinda a bummer but I can't complain too much because my sister took me to Hawaii and we had tons of fun. Bad news is we spent WAY TOO MUCH money and used up my student loan money that I got from BofA and we need to pay it back asap. Hopefully we can do that soon.

As for the demo reel, I met a guy who produces movies (and is currently in the works of getting his movie looked at my the big names) and he said that he would help me make two demo reels: one for the talk show hostess position and the other for anchor positions in the future. He's really good at what he does:

http://www.imagenfilms.com/PROJECTS/PROGRESS/Clemency_Test.htm

That's his movie that he's been working on. ^_^

Hope everything goes well...and I hope everything is going well for everyone else. I'm a bit stressed out lately because I feel like I'm such a loser for not having a job since I am a college graduate now! HMPH! Oh well, I hope it isn't too long for this to happen for me...

Other than that, I'm just working part time still at LH and depleting my bank account and racking up credit cards, but I just found out that my credit score is really good for a 23- (almost 24)- year old...

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

Stolen from Daniel's xanga:

Have you ever:

(X) smoked a cigarette
(X) smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of house
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(X) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(X) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
(X) been snowboarding
(X) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow man
( ) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
(X) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
(X) been robbed
(X) been misunderstood
( ) petted a reindeer/goat
( ) won a contest
(X) ran a red light
(X) been suspended from school
(X) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(X) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(X) hated the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(X) gone rollerskating
( ) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(X) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed penis in public
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(X) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs..
(X) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(X) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week.
(X) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies
( ) believe in ghosts
(X) have more than 15 pairs of shoes (including slippers)
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played chicken

(X) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) have a Britney Spears CD
(X) forgotten someone's name
(X) slept naked
(X) French braided someone's hair
( ) grown a beard
( ) skinny dipped in a hot tub

Wow, I have a lot of Xs...geez...

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